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East of Nowhere

by Colin Fowlie

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Her favourite thing about this town is the bridge across the water It’s the perfect place for working through your thoughts under the sun It carried one last load of coal back when she was someone’s daughter But her folks passed not long after the final train had run The mine collapsed the same year that the mill was slowing down Anyone with half the means picked up and moved away Before then she had everything she needed in this town But now she tends the bar where she sells some pills to keep the bills at bay There’s a sorrow in the comfort of growing up where you will die When you don’t know any different you don’t know how to live a lie You wont’t even change the picture that came in the frame But Truth be told there’s nothing here that that’ll ever be the same At 15 he dropped out of school because he wasn’t gonna make it They said he had the kind of look to maybe find a bit of fame When he made the promise to get out he didn’t plan to break it But no one’s keen to hire some kid who can barely spell his name There’s a sorrow in the comfort of growing up where you will die When you don’t know any different you don’t know how to live a lie You wont’t even change the picture that came in the frame But Truth be told there’s nothing here that that’ll ever be the same They both just kinda settled here for the best of what’s around Neither one was staring down the barrel of a loaded gun When your dreams are so damned far away it’s tough to chase them down ‘Cause it takes so much to move at all and even more to run There’s a sorrow in the comfort of growing up where you will die When you don’t know any different you don’t know how to live a lie You wont’t even change the picture that came in the frame But Truth be told there’s nothing here that that’ll ever be the same
2.
To Mend 03:25
You’ve been having trouble sleeping Because your worries hiss and growl at night and hide behind the door So here’s my armour, you can take it off my chest I don’t think I need it anymore When it hurts you can’t help but feel like you’re broken But I know how just far you can bend in the wind And The moments you long for will wait while you’re taking the time that is needed to mend Why aren’t the gods to whom they’re praying The ones among us healing minds and bodies with just their mortal hands? It will cost them much more than the tithes that they’re taking When they sign off on those less-than-Holy Plans When it hurts you can’t help but feel like you’re broken But I know how just far you can bend in the wind And the end of the world won’t come just because we’re taking the time that is needed to mend You’re worn to the bone. And you’re tired of chasing The same damn things you’re always running from The devil you know is the devil you’re facing And we’ve got a few more angels yet to come When it hurts you can’t help but feel like you’re broken But I know how just far you can bend in the wind The moments we long for will wait while we’re taking the time that is needed to mend And The end of the world won’t come just because we’re taking the time that is needed to mend
3.
Circle K 03:10
Well I’m stopped to top up on caffeine and gasoline This Circle K’s just like the one a mile or two from anywhere And the sky it looks angry like it’s breathing smoke and it looks more like ashes coming down and less like snow And it’s bad news, this I’m telling you and I won’t bow for mercy even if you move to prosecute the bearer And then execute the judge by trial and error And there’s no good reason Legal or otherwise That we can’t figure out a plan to push around this weather Another notch on the coffee card like a scarred up passport stamped in every town assaulted out along the way And lately I have found that when I look around at faces of folks that I’ll likely only see today It’s hard to read the meaning in their eyes when it resembles something between apathy and terror And they don’t know what to make of a ragged wayfarer And there’s no good reason Legal or otherwise That we can’t figure out a plan to push around this weather And there’s no good reason Legal or otherwise That we can’t tear into the heart of it together Well I stopped praying long before I even learned to talk but I believe in right and wrong and rigged and fair And that beauty’s in the eyes of the wearer And there’s no good reason Legal or otherwise That we can’t figure out a plan to push around this weather And there’s no good reason Legal or otherwise That we have to turn around and head for shelter Let’s tear into the heart of it together I’m stopped to top up on caffeine and gasoline This Circle K’s just like the one a mile or two from anywhere
4.
You might never see my name up in lights on a sign And if I'm on the road to fame right now it's a real damn crooked line I haven't been this far from home in a long time But it's the only way I know to earn a dime There's still a few more mountains left in front of me The fields of smoke and fire won't steer me wrong I've weathered the storm and I can't wait to see my family But up here tonight I'm singing someone's favourite song I've only just been two weeks gone but tonight it feels like more This time round the road hit back a little harder than before I haven't had this far to go in a long time But I can't turn around before we reach the western shore There's still a few more mountains left in front of me The fields of smoke and fire won't steer me wrong I've weathered the storm and I can't wait to see my family But up here tonight I'm singing someone's favourite song We haven't been this far apart in a long time But somehow you feel closer than before There's still a few more mountains left in front of me The fields of smoke and fire won't steer me wrong I've weathered the storm and I can't wait to see my family But up here tonight I'm singing someone's favourite song
5.
Ready to Say 03:42
Silent Night Oh Holy night When the doctor said you wouldn’t see the new year I guess that she was right All of the gifts that I brought you are underneath the tree Still wrapped up as are the ones that you gave to me And If you don’t mind I’m gonna take my time Until I’m ready to say goodbye There’s no angel watching from atop this tree It’s a banged up tinfoil star that we made as a family At least it’s the time of the season where I won’t have to spend so much time alone Because Our kids and their kids and their kids are on the way back home And if you don’t mind It’s gonna take some time Until They’re Ready To say goodbye You used to laugh that because of my singing you’d be first to go And If I get to see you again I’m sure you’ll remind me… that you told me so On this Silent night this Holy night I don’t know if anything in my world will ever seem as bright again And if you don’t mind It’s not quite time I’m not ready to say But if you don’t mind It’s not quite time I’m not ready to say goodbye with you
6.
Inside Out 03:55
I wasn’t high when I caught her eye in the mirror on the wall I could almost see her standing in my hall But it was just a daydream telling me it’s time To start again and take back what was mine I said goodbye and I packed my bags and I brought them to the door Then I lit a match on some memories that were lying on the floor If only I could have found a way that it didn’t have to burn But inside out was the only way to turn I went walking through the streets of home and talking to the sky But it wasn’t getting clearer in case it looks like I didn’t try There’s no complication in my own company I can search for all my answers while no one looks for me Since I said goodbye and I packed my bags and I brought them to the door Then I lit a match on some memories that were lying on the floor If only I could have found a way that it didn’t have to burn But inside out was the only way to turn I can’t see the very top from here but I’ve bounced a long way up from the bottom No damned thanks to anything that I told myself back then It took a hard while to come around my legs were bound until I put down the bottle Although I’d like to blackout those days I can’t disremember when I said goodbye and I packed my bags and I brought them to the door Then I lit a match on some memories that were lying on the floor If only I could have found a way that it didn’t have to burn But inside out was the only way to turn
7.
Before your daddy left this earth He taught you all he knew About folks who were born with more melanin than you You never thought to ask the question – was any of it true? So I guess it stands to reason that the hate inside you grew So when a man came knocking at your door As neighbours often do You knew just from the looks of him what you had to do When the pleasantries were over You’d already thought it through And followed him into the night His back was turned to you When you pushed him down Raised that gun you “found” So you could “stand your ground” The law provides this workaround But son you failed to realize That a camera saw it too It’s testimony clearly shows He didn’t have a clue Why you pushed him down Raised that gun you “found” So you could “stand your ground” You thought you had a workaround 5 years in a federal cage Was the best that they could do They knew a jury of your pallid peers Would sympathize with you They couldn’t strap you down While his family gathered round To commity you to the ground Because You took the plea as a workaround But In there it didn’t matter What flag your daddy flew When your cell-block neighbours came around to say goodnight to you They pushed you down Wrapped that belt around Your neck to lift you off the ground They found a better workaround
8.
Passerby 04:29
I've had lots of heroes come and go But so few have stood the test of time So I guess it never seems to me as strange When one goes down a new one's found the world goes round Safely on the sidelines The best seats in the whole damned place There's no dirt and there's no danger You just play the game you wait you watch it's not the same I'm just young enough to realize That I'm not too old to try To switch it on and not just be a passerby The loves I've lost the things that bring me pain Are too easy to deny To bundle up and bury in the ground I could adore or just ignore my inner war When it's time to pack up and move on And throw it all aside You can't forget the wisdom you have earned The compromises or the lies that no one buys I'm just young enough to realize That I'm not too old to try To switch it on and not just be a passerby As a father and a brother and a son There are many debts to pay My best it better be just good enough To keep them safe to keep me sane to ascertain What went right and what went oh so wrong Lessons learned on the flipside I'm young enough, I'm old enough I'm cold enough To speak my mind I won't relent I won't rewind I'm just young enough to realize That I'm not too old to try To switch it on and not just be a passerby A passerby
9.
You followed the leaders And you hoped that they’d do you no harm You didn’t see the ambush waiting You walked straight in – your head held high, and totally unarmed The times I tried to warn you You wouldn’t talk to me at all Even though we were still sleeping in the same damn bed You wouldn’t break with protocol You didn’t mean to start this war It’s like you don’t remember what we’re even fighting for But here we are just firing blind Defending either side of an imaginary line Wading through the information they gave to you You sounded the alarm And decided that the greatest of the evils Was a needle in his little leg cradled in his mother’s arms You didn’t mean to start this war It’s like you don’t remember what we’re even fighting for But here we are just firing blind Defending either side of an imaginary line And even now that he’s done breathing You swear to God that you were right You didn’t mean to start this war It’s like you don’t remember what we’re even fighting for And now you’re absolutely sure That there’s no need to grieve him anymore And you tell the world with pride That he’s better off waiting for you on the other side
10.
Bury Me 02:57
November winds blow and I'm the last leaf left upon the tree Beside a lonesome bird who sings a song of warning And when that bird flies the branch I'm on is left to tremble And with one last gust it's over When I let go yeah the winter's gonna come When the light of day shatters on the snow And the frozen ground - soon it will become my new home And in the springtime when I'm still cold and lying here After icy chains give way to the warming When that bird returns to watch over the season New leaves bud upon that branch they take my place When I let go the winter's gonna come When the light of day shatters on the snow And the frozen ground - soon it will become my new home There's no way back for me There's no way back for me So why don't you bury me Come on and bury me Why don’t you bury me Come on and bury me November winds blow now you're the last leaf left upon the tree
11.
A storm surge ripped through here a little earlier today Without any kind of warning sign that it was coming And now the house across the road looks like it’s on fire But the colour of the sky is fucking stunning And I am looking for some meaning in this flood of information I can’t trust And I’ve been sinking like a stone in brackish water long enough to feel my bones begin to rust One might say I’m here today for reasons that I’d rather not discuss So I’m overcompensating We went strolling down the boardwalk just the other day For the life of me I still can’t place the song that you were humming You insisted that you’d never tell with mischief in your eyes And It would piss me off if you didn’t make it so damned funny I’m lying here tired of wading through this flood of information I can’t trust And I’ve been sinking like a stone in brackish water long enough to feel my bones begin to rust One might say I’m here today for reasons that I’d rather not discuss So I’m overcompensating When they cut into my mind they took enough to buy another year or so with you Temporarily it seems to have improved my sinking situation At least the house across the road isn’t really on fire What they left behind is to thank for these hallucinations There’s urgency to find a bit of meaning before I return to dust I know that I’ll be leaving you behind and that in time you will adjust But where we go from here isn’t something that we’re ready to discuss We can’t just sit here waiting But we’re overcompensating
12.
Your Parade 03:56
I know today left you cryin’ I just hope tomorrow won’t kick you down too You’ve been out there defying The odds and the obstacles that you break through Don’t let the sun chase you into the shadows And don’t let the rain slow down your parade Except for a minute to look back on the difference you’ve made You’ve made Have you noticed that lately More and more people are changing their view And hope is innately Arising from all of the things that you do Don’t let the sun chase you into the shadows And don’t let the rain slow down your parade Except for a minute to look back on the difference you’ve made Some days it’s harder to know what to do When the light in the distance has faded from view Just know that some folks aren’t ready for someone like you And don’t let the sun chase you into the shadows And don’t let the rain slow down your parade Except for a minute to look back on the difference you’ve made So don’t let the sun chase you into the shadows And don’t let the rain slow down your parade Except for a minute to look back on the difference Oh except for a minute to look back on the difference You’ve made You’ve made

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Borne out of a pandemic, 4 weeks of quarantine, a week of studio time, and the help of some brilliant friends brought these 12 songs to life.

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released May 14, 2021

Personnel:
Colin Fowlie - Lead Vocal, Acoustic Guitar
Ariel Posen - Electric Guitar, Piano, Vocals
Julian Bradford - Bass
Cody Iwasiuk - Drums & Percussion
Kevin Gastonguay - Hammond B3
Gideon Boley - Pedal Steel

All songs Written by Colin Fowlie (except Someone's Favourite Song - Colin Fowlie & Liam Keith-Jacques)
Produced by Ariel Posen
Engineered by Cody Iwasiuk and Ariel Posen at Backbeat Studio in Winnipeg, Manitoba
Additional Engineering by Gideon Boley and Kevin Gastonguay
Mixed by JP Laurendeau at Broken Ground Productions in Winnipeg, Manitoba
Mastered by Peter Letros at Wreckhouse Mastering in Toronto, Ontario
Cover Photography by Nate Gaffney

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Colin Fowlie Fredericton, New Brunswick

Hailing from Fredericton, New Brunswick, Colin explores a variety of genres and has been entertaining live audiences with an eclectic mix of pop, rock, blues, and even a bit of hip-hop for good measure. In his own songwriting he focuses on fingerstyle grooves and strong vocal melodies, drawing on influences from the likes of Mark Knopfler, Eric Bibb, Jack White, and Matt Andersen. ... more

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